99% YTD vs my benchmark QQQ via short vol

i trade a VRP arbitrage (single name vol) strategy and use QQQ as my benchmark to beat. I aim to harvest volatility risk premium via short vol using short calls and short puts. Often together to employ the strangle option strategy. In day to day, i am fighting gamma/vega and collect theta. There hasn’t been a big vol expansion in a while. When’s the fat tail going to come? I’ll be ready to protect the gains. Detailed notes: 1 of 15 accounts, this one approx $340k NAV max drawdown 18%. recovery 30 days.(very stupid mistake) learned from it. my sharpe is 2.76, sortino 4.0, alpha 1.09, beta -.13, correlation -.07 My rough portfolio delta is always around 0delta(neutral) deviates a bit depending which way i tilt but mostly neutral.