Degen spy play

Since wallstreetbets won’t let me post I still wanted to share. Thanks spy I finally get to make one of these… I was down to my last 1k on Thursday before I made a 4K play and pretty much yoloed today. Down 12k all time. All my summer money gone. I’ve never really traded 0dte on spy usually only qqq but today was different. I must’ve woke up still high or mad or drunk or something bc I don’t know why I would’ve ever spent 3k on calls during finals week(which is all I had) but I did and well I’ve been saved, gonna take it real slow. Needed this so bad, climbed out of debt with it, used loan money from being a degenerate just to be a degenerate again and it worked thankfully. I was up to 1.91 but held and it went down back to the .9s for an hour and then I had to take my final so I put in 1.55 sell price and closed my phone and prayed. Luckily it came back up to 1.55 or I would’ve sold for .56 at exp, still good but would’ve hurt my soul. Probably gonna take a while off of trading or just play few small plays a couple hundred a day would be nice.