Listen degenerates,
After single-handedly keeping every prop firm in business by failing more challenges than the average chimp could, I finally did something unthinkable:
I stopped trusting myself.
Big mistake historically, but hear me out.
I trade ES/MES and used to:
⢠YOLO size
⢠add to losers
⢠revenge trade
⢠āitāll come backā my way into poverty
⢠blow accounts faster than I blow my rent money
⢠lose money I didnāt even have yet
Then I did the only responsible thing an irresponsible trader can do:
I replaced my emotional decisions with rules.
Actual rules.
Like some kind of functioning adult.
And suddenly Iām not nuking my account every morning open.
It feels illegal.
My question for you nerds is:
Has anyone else here actually managed to stop trading like a crackhead
by forcing some structure on themselves?
Or did you just lean harder into chaos and accept your fate?
Asking for a friend (the friend is me).
Not selling anything.
Not shilling anything.
Always will be free.
Just trying to figure out if any other degenerates here have cured their brain worms.
Tendies to all ššø