I am tired boss. After losing everything in the market 2 years ago, last year I made the worst decision of my life by taking out a $60,000 loan with the hope of starting over. My goal was to recover my losses, grow the money responsibly, and pay off my debt. I put $57k into Robinhood and the rest into Moomoo. Unfortunately, things didn’t go as planned. I lost the entire amount and was left with my last $1,500. Somehow, through intense effort and risk, I managed to build it back up to $35,000, then later had around $20,000 again. But at some point, I broke my own rules. Instead of sticking to investing, I started gambling. I walked away from solid opportunities—like owning 400 shares of Tesla at $198—because I chased quick wins instead of long-term growth. In the end, I lost everything again. Now I feel stuck in life, with no real income and overwhelming debt that never seems to go down no matter how much I pay. It feels like I’m trapped in a dungeon with no clear way out