I spent all the cash in my account. $1200. I’m a broke depressed blue collar felon with a girlfriend that hates me and constantly disrespects me and with good reason. She called me idiot for spending my cash but she blows all hers on materialistic trivial objects never once thinking what could be or what could not be. No future sight. I have a little but not much. I work 60+ hours a week and get peanuts for it. I’ll never own a home. My gf constantly says she feels alone and unloved because I work so much. She can’t comprehend I do it for us. I sleep in my parents house tonight. Across the hall is my sisters room. She died. Fentanyl she chose to die that way she knew what it was. I invest my money hoping for a break just anything to prove I’m someone. These red lines have me down. The green lines had me downs I feel down.
Anyways calls